Friday, March 10, 2006

Where Do They Sell Nike Fuse Red Bat

The Cause Youth, Adulthood Consequences

"Always the same story is repeated: each individual thinks of nothing but itself" Sophocles


Embroiled to say less about me is alarming but not enough to be (although Shall) . So make me feel the conclusions these days I'm developing. I have the feeling that we, the youth, we are punished by society, doomed to be the consequence. The reason is obvious: the environment, globalization invigorating, adrenaline, with heavy doses of paranoia and the same catharsis. The problem is there, from very close, dry, pulsating rhythm of a hectic life where the motto is "urgent but not important at all."
Our parents are the heirs of a life where everyday amenities did not exist and had to deal with the few technological advances of his time. That marked. Universal receivers were also hard times, political clashes, feel sudacas, flagging an idea (which they believed less dirty), and were eating the dry grass of a lapse in history where the break occurs between the mechanical and digital, between the eternal and the instant, between the obstruction and accessibility, between them and their children. They learned to marvel, and being old, with new devices: television, computer, CD, Internet, mobile phones, etc. They learned to keep a distance, knew it did not correspond at all, then the owners would their children. And expectations were, they saw it all easier than it had touched them. Then they decided to make plans: a career, a position, effort, money, recognition. There we wanted, there reciprocate. But something happened, the task remained incomplete. Their heads were filled with machines, chips, screens, speakers, nuts and buttons ... I still do not know, they lacked affection, respect, virtue, simplicity, simplicity and pause.
realized this a few days ago, when my father told me with a serious tone but more sincere than many times have I heard: "Your generation is going to be that of the materialists, individual and competitive." I was pávido, cold in the vertebrae and with an air of some injustice. He had been clear, precise and concise. Our lives have been traced in statistics where we are more than numbers, that's what we owe. We will be the generation of stars, the problem is that we like to shine more than others, to illuminate both light invisible to our fellow men, we only want to be seen. It will, perhaps, a dictatorship: the ego. Today
breathe it among ourselves, we see often but do not accept it. It will be a taboo in the coming years will be used as a euphemism for "bad material heritage." We're trying to be the best, hurry to our years. If you are 18 and you're in school you are a late, note!, A late, what please?!: The end of the day nobody can say that. In any case, better to be late and have a thousand years ahead of a hastily that right around the corner will be made dead. We have known
anesthesia, indeed, enough. Sound much everywhere, are discussed in governments, NGOs, our parents speak enough of that and some do not speak, simply get richer. Our bonds are dashed, the pressures disappear like air from a punctured balloon, everything begins to tour boats. And both drowning, that we fall into a false idea childishly break, we cook in a tangled that seduces us to get excited when we tested it then. I'm talking about the drug, magical realism that transports us to Eden, makes us imagine infinite traces to happiness but when in the imagined glory of peace and non-existent sky, the beautiful disappears giving way to a dark world smelling of sewage and wet debris. So inside we get older, with smiley faces to a beheader, anorexic and supplier of leisure revenge. We know the cynicism and hypocrisy, let us put the best face that we are happy to act. Then comes the most beautiful of all, our last lifeline, we stick to the easy, from what we are worthless. We fell in love vanity, fresh green dollar, we seek to scrub more worrying in the face to someone. Consequently, we get complacent with ourselves, arrogant with non existent. We did not choose a god to worship podérsele all gone on to serve the God of green with several zeros to the right, that that is useful, nothing more. Among consummation
I do think that maybe, though we refuse, we will live many more years but will age youth. Have we left the trail of an elusive young, we were just ideals to be postponed to our personal concerns. I hope to be wrong, but maybe we will die without us down in the street, not steal a book to read with the holy pleasure of writing about an act of kindness damn benign, we have not drunk coffee strong, not know the best way to lie, let side and also fall in love, procreate, well, we a selfish.
not think I write all this with persistent and malicious sponsorship. I am not prophet. I mean, in the form of comfort, which are a thousand and one possibilities of our lives, a thousand are the chances that I'm wrong. But, as someone said, I smell something bad in this story. Come feel weak construction, something like a Tower of Babel not know how to carry their destination. Or something like the story of the three little pigs, our lives are built on lightweight, there will be no cement mixed with feelings and virtues, that we will falter and get old. But as the story was a third pig built his house of bricks and mortar, gave a lot of work and bad times. But succumbing when the wind was blowing the wolf, resisted. I have faith in those who will their lives stronger and stronger pillars can accommodate others whose lives have been wrecked in the ecstasy of something that never was.
In these times where we do not listen, where we live mean, where life is passing and we were beside the road, I prefer to try to combat everything that's eluded me, chasing something and stumble if necessary, be late to rest a minute and see others running in the distance, as I leave the way clear. I hope to afford the pleasure of simple things: the unexpected smiles, soft hands, the wind in my face, stars nocturnal, barefoot summer nights, the winter with a cup of coffee, hard work, a cigar without trouble, a kiss for no reason (this reminds me of Michael, the character in a fairy Fuguet). Here
term and overwhelm us the most. I have faith, as I said, those who want to do something different. But you know who I expect a lot more of our children. They include the martyrdom of our lives, grungy number of years worked, believe you can change it and no doubt they will. Be as prepared as us but will not forget you also have to leave, when necessary, run away with dreams, reinvent between the colors of life are unclear. As I said today in philosophy class: "They will know that life does not distinguish walking on a barren mountain in the middle of a storm, which is not otherwise expected to climb and reach the top, life is, however, more serene and fragile. Life is like a flat valley and dense, where you have to walk slowly to meet the beauty of it, with its rivers and animals, with the moon and sun. "

Wednesday, March 1, 2006

Brazilian In Training

Story Of A Special Day



"I have committed the worst sin one can commit. I've been happy
Jorge Luis Borges


is my last day of vacation and the fact is I've gotten a few strange things. Of those countless things metaphysically but right now I crave each story to help me with your own conclusions. But before you tell me that both a human being can feel that something infinitely related can cumulatively committed in just one day, last of all. Although it is by the way, these perceptions are specific, others can not understand them to be very accurate either, however unreal that have been made.
all starts last night, after having patiently read column in The Mercury News article. As soon as I closed the diary and turned off the lights gave my room I fell asleep. Unconscious and began to happen in my dreams a series of events that make me very difficult to describe there are no adequate words that could reflect. I can only add that I sounded much the concept of multidimensional universes. " In my dream I was falling in different energy levels to be able to reach a kind of earthly level. I was in a large, dark room, there were many unknown people and the silence was perpetual. There I was alone and uncomprehending, as if to escape something that I was superior and did not understand. Just something special and unexpected could change the course of my feelings, of course was, that something happened. Among the many people who I could see him, with its slow pace, his blind eyes and years old. I was unmistakable, was exactly as I knew him in the photos, was undoubtedly Jorge Luis Borges. My heart sped up the trance, I reached out my hand to hold the cuff of his jacket. At that moment I was snatched from him a value, I think, stupid but intriguing question, why had a fascination with encyclopedias? Thus, so as usual, just after delivering the last syllable of my question, my dream is gone.
In the morning I had to go to Providence to meet a minor errands for the high school. Had decided to move to a nearby galleries to buy about two or three used book after completing my respective procedures. Intended to buy two works, the first was "The Curious Incident of the Dog Midnight" by Mark Haddon. The second book I had a lot of attention because of an upcoming movie was "In Cold Blood" by Truman Capote. I must admit that I was so determined but it certainly was not my preference. Now go to the point: two books ended up taking completely different, "Red and Black" by Stendhal and "Brave New World" by Aldous Huxley. The funny thing is that I know absolutely nothing about them but I'm still under my new acquisitions. I kept talking to
bookshelf, we know from a used book fair, on different works which are in their fascination. For him the biggest thing is born from the letters is Stefan Zweig, he even has a preferred space within your small business library. I told him I still could not decide who my favorite author but so far I was happy with many. He, a great knower, I told the story of Cousiño actually conceived as the voyage of exploration of Columbus. I listened attentively and without interruption. Suddenly I remembered that I really wanted to read "Twenty Love Poems and a Song of Despair", and mentioned it from the bottom of a shelf pulled a book grungy, worn, quite opaque and of a quality that I attracted a lot of attention. It was precisely the work that I mentioned earlier, except I thought that cost no more than five thousand pesos. My surprise was great to hear that this copy cost no less than sixty thousand dollars. The reason was overwhelming and amazing, was not the first edition was the fourth. The special thing was that after opening the cover was an inscription written with green letters by hand and with them a flower. The words were simple: "To my friend Edward Bello Joaquín de Pablo Neruda."
When I got to ride the mic is back home, I saw that behind me was a man with his face completely painted. I thought at first that it was a mime, but after studying su ropa supe que no podía serlo. Llevaba un bastón en la mano, su cara blanca traía arrugas gruesas intencionalmente pintadas. Vestía un cortaviento blanco que estaba abierto, debajo llevaba una camiseta celeste y una huma café en el cuello. Finalmente lo coronaba un gorro del mismo tono que el cortaviento. Daba la impresión de ser un viejo acabado por los años, un resignado de la vida que empezaba a despedirse sin gloria alguna. Subió hablando fuerte, saludando a todos, para luego empezar a decirnos:

“Si pudiera vivir nuevamente mi vida,
en la próxima trataría de cometer más errores.
No intentaría ser tan perfect, I would relax more.
would be sillier than I have been
very few actually take things seriously ... "*

was a magic moment. I feel that in a city that breathes smog tiresome and mechanical routine, there are still shell for shelter and moments of joy. To surprise us like children, to hallucinate without drugs, to realms without morbidity, of course, too, to enjoy without guilt.
* The above poem is not written by Jorge Luis Borges, was not my intention atribuísela.